Pregnancy as of week.....16

I am almost finished with week sixteen...it feels like i should be so much further along. But I think that has to do with having to relive weeks i thought were already over. oh well. we are getting there. It is pretty awesome to think we are almost half way though...

So updates?

I feel my baby now.....that is SO wonderful!! Its so much easier to feel it there than wonder about it all the time. Sometimes its soft and fluttery.....(I'm not sure fluttery is really the way i would explain it.....but its close enough.....its kinda how bubbles feel after you jump into a pool and the bubbles rush along your body to get to the surface) sometimes its harder....and it feels like its scratching my insides:P Oh and he....(NO i don't know its a he....but because of my husband calling it a he.....now i do to)
hates church bells:P it makes him jump every time:P

Our next appointment is april 22.....its at that appointment that we will make the appointment for the ultrasound. He...(Dr. somthingorother) is really easy to get in with usually so i'm hoping its only a few days after our regular checkup!!!!!!!!!!! i can't wait!
So what is it? I don't know. I think i'm more sure with other pregnancies that with my own:P (like for swingrovers for instance......i swore it was a boy:P) I have said from the beginning that it was a girl........but i think i just hold to that because i'm stubborn :P same reason my husband continues to swear its a boy! I say its a girl but it just doesn't sit right.....I don't know.

SO....heres what I'll say: If its a boy i wont be surprised at all.......BUT if its a girl i would be surprised i was right........
I asked jon what he honestly thought it was....all stubborness aside.....he says he really believes it a girl deep down. So i don't know......
it just bothers me that i don't know yet
i don't do well with secrets:P

my belly is getting huge:P I can rest it on counters now......and it seems to catch all my food.
my dog actually can sleep on my belly shelf now.
I feel like I am huge compaired to people who are similar weeks......
but i'm guessing because i'm so short and have a short middle:P baby is going straight out and down:P
I'm just now starting to gain weight though....which is odd because i've gotten so much bigger but haven't gained weight. I lost about 20 lbs at the beginning of the pregnancy and then the baby sucked all the fat out of every part of my body and took it to my tummy. Its SO true that baby changes your body.........but i honestly think i like this way better...as i wasn't to fond of my boyish figure beforeP

I LOVE having a belly.....i cant keep my hands off of it......its comforting just to hold it:P

people are starting to rub my belly now....its a little weird...but kinda fun.

uhm lets see.....baby is the size of an orange now.......at out last appointment its heart rate was 155:P Its very much alive and healthy....praise God:P

anyway i guess i'm done blabbering now.....got work to do...

Pregnancy.....

Okay so i finally found a moment where i'm home, not asleep, and not vomiting. ahhhh relief......at least for now.
Pregnancy so far.....
is terrible and wonderful at the same time. I wouldn't trade it for the world.....but its not so fun all the time:P I know i haven't had it as bad as some i know....but i still feel sorry for myself from time to time. It was such a big physical change that i think i am just now starting to get used to what i can and cant do during pregnancy.....how much energy i have and how long it lasts.
My belly is HUGE....at least i think so......I love stretch pants.
September still seems like a long way away......even though i know it will go by fast.
I can't wait to hold my baby.....

Daddy's getting more exited every day.....hes talking to my tummy on a regular basis now. I love it...its so cute:P

I can't wait to find out what we are having.......ugh that seems like so far away too......
I just want to know.....and to not call it an IT anymore:P

so thats life....
Pregnancy......
its a love/hate relationship....
but i wouldn't trade it for the world......
Its my baby:P

most specifically to jewel

I must say i'm so sorry for dropping off the face of the earth ya'll....
Biblestudy mostly....
I have felt like crap quite honestly.....
and thats why i haven't shown up....
i'm sorry
i'm a bum:)

Okay here goes....

I'm pregnant....PRAISE THE LORD!!!¡¡!!

Still waiting

I know I haven't written much lately ... But with good reason...all in good time my friends

When he sleeps he snores...

I can't sleep and so I'm just laying here...thank goodness for the invention of the iphonesnd mobile blogging aye?
I don't suppose I'm thinking about anything particular....just pondering.
I have spent the last halfan hour or so reading the blog of a recently engaged friend of mine....well she is a friend but I can't say I'm as close to her as those around me are . My own fault I suppose.
But I feel that she is really truely happy...and because of that I am happyfor her.
So it's a new year... With new expectations,letdowns,wants,needs....etc.
I wonder what god has in store for us this year....I can only hope:)

I'm tired....maybe I'll sleep....or try.....

i have so so much to say....but i can't yet!!! I cant!!!!!!!! I will soon i promise!