Përshëndetje
thats hi in albanian:PSo on a lighter note...I have something wonderful to boast about:P
.over a yummy lunch of red robin french fries and boca burgers...my hubby told me hes ready to be a daddy! Ohhh goodness! I can't explain how wonderful it was to hear those words. I never thought it would come now....if you would have asked me six months ago if i thought he would say those words now I probably would have laughed at you....and then cried.
Jon has grown and changed so much in the last year....as have I...I know. We have gone through so many things....SO many....things i would never want to do again....but i am glad we had to because i see how strong it makes us now. I could not ask for a better husband, I am so blessed! He is a strong reliable loving man with a huge heart and a great sense of humor. I think we mesh pretty well. And now...he wants to be my baby-daddy:P
So now....the waiting game....we wait and wait.....and as each month comes we are faced with the reality of....Maybe. Ugh...i hate the maybe game....before it was totally different than it should be now. So...babies on the mind all the time...ALL THE TIME! haha...I pray that the Lord give me control over my emotions...and longing to be a mommy....and that the disappointment that will probably come month to month wont discourage me to much.
anyway...off to bed...I have a terrible headache...and can't take it anymore.
ttfn
(the above picture is Jon with his youngest niece....see hes cute with a little ones isn't he:)
