New year...

How tired am I of hearing "this year will for sure be better than the last eight "
Ugh...that is such a childish phrase.
Here are a few of my thoughts...

1.Obama is not going to save the world...he is just a man...please quit treating him like he's a god.

2.bush has made mistakes...yes...but may I remind you of the president before him who also made a laughing stock of our country ... Or have we forgotten his weakness and direct lies to us??? I'm pretty sure he was an idiot!

3. Yes Obama is black....and that is a huge thing......but if that and the promise of unxlairified change is all he offers...this country would better be run by a flock of geese.

Christmas

So Christmas is on Thursday and we are suppose to go to my grandparents house............but weather being what it is...I'm starting to doubt thatwill happen....
Normally that would be...whatever...but this time I really want to go....
My hubbu isn't being very nice about it either....
We stall see what may come...I pray we can
It wouldbe nice tosee my family...the last time was thanksgiving last year

I'm back

Okay so here I am again..
Snow snow snow snow is all I see
I love snow

He Provideth...He provideth well!

so much for my last post....I think God planned on humbling me a bit....
Money is tight.....plus its christmas....
we were wondering if we would even get to have a christmas between Jon and I....
today my boss handed me a bag full of goodies and a $100 gift card to the co-op.
SO...we will eat this month:P and we shall eat well.
The Lord provides each and every time...
even if we doubt him.
Thank you Lord for all you do and have done for us....we are most undeserving!

.....*grumble grumble*.....

I WANT CHRISTMAS TO BE OVER!!!!
no no no don't get me wrong I LOVE christmas and i LOVE this season.....but I also love my husband and i'm tired of him getting home at 1:30 in the morning....I hate Fedex.
oh well....I'm single till next year. ..now that i have that out.....
time for something more serious.....
Jon and I are still trying to get pregnant.....
3 months now....I know thats not that long....but it breaks my heart every month when i find out I'm not. I break....and it hurts so bad.
With my family history I am so afraid that it wont be possible....
Month after month it gets worse...
I know and I DO trust that the Lord will take care of us....
but that doesn't always mean that we wont hurt.....
I don't know....

another day another dollar

just home from work....I'm tired. A rather emotionally draining day...but mondays usually are. ugh....
...deep breath....
I am home...
with my christmas tree....
my puppies...
my lunch....
life is good.....
God is good......
thats all i need....

i don't really know....

have you every felt like something big was about to happen....but you had no idea what!?!?
I soo feel that way right now...like something is about to happen in our lifes.....
I wonder what it is....is it good or bad....
I have no idea....
I just have a funny feeling....
I don't know...maybe i'm crazy!

so i am sitting here........first work day between thanksgiving and christmas....
and my hubby is nowhere to be found:(
He gets so busy......
and i will not really get the chance to see him till January....
I'll miss you my darling....
see you next year!