10/20 days

Okay so we passed due date #1 given by the midwives now on to two and
three......
Ugh
Baby..... Any time is good.....really!
Anyway
We helped our friends move yesterday afternoon. I hate moving but it
is much better with lotsof ppl I admit!
We came home with an evening to spare..... And so a walk was desided on.
It sounded nice.
It was.
Until I stopped walking.
So 3 hours and 4 miles later( us pregos are a slow breed) we get
home....
I can't move.
Note to self: while prego..... Stop before you feel it!
I am going to ho eat a bagel..... Assuming I can lift this large body
out of bed and up those stairs......

....another day....

Okay.
So does it seem that all I do on here is gripe? Well.... If that's the
way you feel than this post won't be any better for you.

How am I right now?
I'm irritated.
Why you ask?
Well i shall tell you...
Gladly...

I'm frustrated with people who offer unwanted advice. Those people who
surely mean well but will tell you "just the way it is/going to be"
because....well you know... That's what happened to them. So why
would you be any different right? Ugh.
I'm so tired of hearing what I should do. What I'm doing wrong. What
will "absolutely" happen... And what won't.
My brain is exhausted.
I am not a prude.
I genuinely want some peoples advice and tips......
But for goodness sake let me ask you for them!
I know it's only the beginning.....
It will only be ten times worse when Jaden is here.....
( and no... I dong know when that is!!! For the last frickin time!!!)

Oooohhhhhh okay.
Better now.
I am not a bitch.
I promise.
Just a mommy-to-be on advice overload.

God created us to be mommies.....
I'm sure I'm not as clueless as people think I am. Really.
Someone recently even asked me if I needed them to show me how to
change a diaper.... Really....

1. Very few girls make it out of their preteens without learning
that...if it even takes till then.

2. I've worked in childcare/ child developement for about 5 or 6
years... You really don't think ive had to change a diaper in that
amount of time.

3.I am just not that dumb!

Another issue I have:

The oh so classic " I'll let you borrow my kids for a day... Then
you'll see what it's really like!"

Okay
1. You notice it's always the parents with the bratty evil children
who ask that?!? To the point where you really want to say.." No... It
won't help.... My children will never be as aweful as yours!"

2. What a cheap way to get a babysitter

3. Like that's any way to really honestly truthfully "see what it's
like"...... No

4. Again,..... Not a dumb ass!

Okay
I'll stop.
Promise to be more pleasant next time.

One less....

Now.... I am down to one other prego I know......
Congrats Cynthia on the baby!
Lindsay..... Your the only one left.

Oh when will it be my turn........ugh

35 days....

35 days till our 2nd doctor appointed due date.
25 days till my first doctors appointed due date.
And about 18 or 19 days till my own.....
So
Slowly
But
Surely
We are getting there.

Progress:
We are almost there with the nursery..... Minus as few last minute
odds and ends... Haha like sheets and such. It's is completely
full... However... With all sorts of of baby odds and ends. More than
the kid will actually need I'm sure.
Artwork now hangs on my sons walls...due to a creative "nesting" thing
I went through last week....( God bless the ppl around me).
Contracting: more frequent....
Along with all sorts of other nasties.
My mom has been here for almost 2 weeks now... Which I am thankful for
because jon has been gone and if left alone I most assuredly would
have gone crazy and burned something down. However..,, she leaves
Wednesday.... And then I'm alone again for most of every day... Which
can be nice. BUT for me it makes the days go by sooooo much slower!!!!
I just want to hold my baby...... That's about as big as my world is
right now.... Baby:)

But for now i try to hold onto some sanity..... What little I have left.
Again....
I am not a patient person!!!!!!!!

Frustration

Fact: We are closer to having our baby in our arms every day

Fact: natural progression is happening, however slow it may be

SUPER ANNOYING FACT: 2 of the 4 currently pregnant women I know had
their babies this last week......

New revelation: I am MUCH less patient than I thought.....

44 days and counting.... But time is not moving quickly!

44 days..... Till the doctors due date that is.....
It's seems close.....
But so far away at the same time....
I'm as ready as I'll ever be for our little bundle......so let's get
the show on the road......

That being said....
My body hs totally changed over the last 2 weeks.... And pregnancy is
a horse of a different color now. No longer are we just growing a
baby.... Now..... We are trying to get it out.,,. And my body is
screaming!
I have less energy than I did in the first tri while I was super sick!
And in turn i feel quite useless as a human being right now.
I hate that.
That's all ....
I want my baby now!
Night