Update on life.....

I lie here.....
On a normal day I'd be amidst the marathon drivingon I5 right
now.....but no. It would seem I am still, more or less, unemployed.
Though mostly by my own chosing at the moment.
I told my would be boss that I didn't want to harm my good name....
And therefore would not be back until Everything blew over...if at all.
More roomers and more people involved now ....
I just want nothing to do with it.
I am praying for my own little Christmas miracle of Portland opening
up soon...... Which would put us down there theend of July. I know
time crunch...... But a nice new start. Maybe that me just wanting
the easy way out of this mess.
But for now I'm at home..... Not really doing anything..... Just
waiting.....( ya it's totally like a few pages out of dr. Suess' "Oh
the places you'll go"....)
I wait....
There's really nothing I can do at home....
The lawn needs a trim....but alas....we have an old fashion push
mower( the type without a motor) and I surrendered that soully to my
hubby a lot earlier in my pregnancy. I'm weak:)
I suppose I could clean the house.... Again.....
I would be setting up the nursery...... But it's pointless since we
might be moving in a few weeks.
Ugh.....
I feel frustrated and overwhelmed.....so much is happening and there
is literally nothing I can do about any of it. Does that make me sound
like a control freak , well yeah, maybe a little.
Trusting God is hard sometimes.....exspecially in those times you need
to the most.
And so...
Inconclusion....
Prayer is still a nessessity/priority.... And much needed/wanted